[–] 11 points 1 year ago

It really might be your kidneys. Do you feel it in your spine or more to the side?

You could also try and do some stretches everyday.

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  • [–] [S] 2 points 1 year ago (2 children)

    My artistic vision is still something I'm working on... I'll get there eventually. I have tried painting, I'm just... Not confident in my ability to accurately depict anything other than scribbles.

    For now, have a picture:

    Blue tree

    My brother informed me it is purple.

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  • submitted 1 year ago by to c/gondaily@lemm.ee
     

    I have spotted a blue tree, out there in the wild.

    Well, I say blue but really I don't know what colour it actually is - I'm colourblind, so it could easily be purple or something, or pink. It's cute though. There's all this green and brown and vague shades of yellow in the foliage, and then there's a splash of blue. Very nice.

    You know what else is blue? The sky. There are no clouds, so it really is just blue. It's so fucking hot, man. It's just, it's melting over here. I'm dripping with sweat and every movement costs me double the energy. It's crushing. Somehow, though, I'm pretty sure it fucking HAILED last night! HAIL! Can you believe it? I heard the ice striking my freaking window man, it woke me up. It was a little scary, frankly, but I was a big boy and didn't shiver too much. I foresee a nightmare, tonight.

    Naturally, there is absolutely 0 chance in hell that I can wear anything other than the lightest possible clothes. Shorts and a T.

    Actually, today I thought about my shirts. I've mentioned this in previous posts, but it really upsets me that I have so many shirts I don't like. What I'm not sure I've mentioned is that about 90% of the shirts I do wear are Hard Rock Cafe shirts. I've traveled a bit all over Europe and collected quite a few shirts from a bunch of different cities. I don't know how many I actually own, but if I had to estimate I'd say about 15. That's enough shirts, period. Of course, they're mostly just white with a yellow circle and the name of a city, with the exception of a couple of them - Budapest, London, and Malta (yes, it says Malta) - that have some slight variation to them. My favourite one is Budapest, in case you're curious, which also happens to be the most recent addition to the collection. It's my favourite because of the design though - the Liberty Statue; it's really beautiful.

    I mention this because, ordinarily, I loathe branding. I get why brands do it, of course, and I don't necessarily hate it to the point of being sickened by it and unable to wear anything with the slightest bit of branding, as I might've implied earlier in the paragraph, but it does mildly upset me if the branding is too in-your-face, so to say. Yet, it really doesn't bother me too much when it's Hard Rock Cafe shirts. Hypocrisy, much? Perchance.

    Anyway, I'll start crossposting to !gondaily@lemmy.dbzer0.com, and then switch to posting there.

     

    A few days ago, I spoke with my brother about persistent-world games. Now, I'm not much of a gamer, myself - I play mostly single-player strategy games and turn-based multiplayer strategy games - but he does play some more MMO and RPG experiences. He plays LoL and BG3, as well as a few other games. As such, while I don't trust his judgement more than I would trust the judgement of a piece of rubble - he is my younger brother, after all - I do believe that he has more insight into this issue than I do.

    I remember playing Travian, as a youngin. I didn't play it a lot because I was young and dumb, but I vividly remember adoring the concept. Eventually, I transitioned to CoC, but I ended up dropping it too. Now, reading Shadow Slave, I'm reminded of why I liked them so much. The reason is that I love persistent-worlds. I think the idea of a game wherein players conquer pieces of territory and then battle each other on a shared world is really cool and interesting.

    Naturally, RPGs - specifically, MMORPGs - are a great way to get at this. You're a king or the leader of a burgeoning village; you're a knight or a renowned warrior settling the wylds; and such.

    My little brother, however, thought that persistent-world games simply don't work, if we're playing from the perspective of a single player, though. A town, sure, since you are your own resources, in a way, but as a player it doesn't work. He gave the example of Eve Online, where apparently gameplay is damn near impossible alone, because the world is controlled by a few large guilds.

    Frankly, I don't know how true this is.

    The point of what I'm saying is that I think it'd be cool to have a game that functions like SAO or SS work. Players as individuals, a wild world to conquer... I don't know. Maybe that's not doable.

    Regardless, I probably wouldn't play it.

    Now, concept fics. My little brother also spoke about how sometimes fics will be really short, just concepts, pretty much. A hint at what a great idea could be, but never fleshing it out to it's full potential. That's cool, I think. It makes me feel a little better about my own sporadic and vastly unfinished ventures into fiction writing.

    I'm writing this after lunch. Lunch was pretty bad, actually... I didn't really enjoy it at all, but it was filling, at least. Maybe the extremely salty thing my grandma made isn't salvageable, after all... Tomorrow, I shall reevaluate the situation.

    It's hot today, but not as hot as I'd feared. Still not wearing jeans.


    I've been thinking more and more each day about improving my life. I've been calling it skillmaxxing. I mean, there's just so much to learn and so much to improve on! There's so many things I should already know, so many things I want to know, so much I want to have done and so much more that I want to do, and to be able to do. It feels a bit daunting, but it's a long-term project. I wonder how much more I'll know in 5 years time.

     

    Conceptually, I think that's really cool.

    I had this idea, a few days ago, for a novel wherein a detective that can learn about people by digging in their guts (à la haruspex). They get hired by the government to investigate the death of a high-ranking official, and then well it turns out to be bigger than an isolated incident yadda yadda. The thing I think is cool about this is that the detective has an ability that relies on people being dead, but their job is actually to catch people that are alive. As such, in a desperate attempt to catch the murderers, the detective ends up committing murders of their own to try and find leads and extract information from otherwise unwilling (or perhaps unable) witnesses.

    I don't know, I think that's a pretty cool idea.

    Anyway, today was extremely hot and there'll be a pretty rough heat wave coming on this week. Which is fine, I guess, but I was hoping to be able to wear jeans... Evidently, I won't. Way too hot for that. However, my grandma did make me some nice food. It was way too salty, but it's fine. I'll like, refry it tomorrow and add some stuff so it won't feel as salty, I hope.

    Feeling good.

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    The morning air - suffused with the warm light of dawn - promised peace and grace upon these lands. I breathed it in, blissfully unaware of the dreadful fate that had already woven itself into existence. Perhaps, as I opened my eyes for the first time and let the cold air fill my lungs, there was time, still, but I was blinded by hope.

    Hope; That heavy chain that weighs all of us down. It bound me to my demise, and I didn't even know to struggle.

    I had an early breakfast - excited as I was, I found myself waking up much earlier than usual. It was good... Too good, perhaps. My apple was snappy and sweet; I filled my mug of chocolate milk to the brim and managed not to spill even a drop. I should've known then, at least, but I blinded myself to the truth, even as the unmistakable mirage of perfection poisoned my day.

    I got on the train. It was late, but not so late as to be notable. Fate, that fiend, it lured me to sleep; it caressed me with bliss; it even missed a stitch on its harrowing tapestry, so I would not suspect a thing.

    We got to the stop my grandma was supposed to get on. I stood up. By then, my heart was heavy. It was too late, it had already been too late for some time, but only then did I start to realize how deep I'd dug my own grave. I took six steps, and drowned six feet in dirt. I looked around, but saw nothing. Darkness, only darkness surrounded me.

    My grandma... She forgot today was sushi day.

    My heart shattered; Its tiny pieces fell to the floor, singing a crackling melody of pain and suffering, a suffocated symphony of red thread around a supple neck, drawing blood.

    My brother called her to confirm, but it was as I'd feared; as I'd known.

    We had Burger King instead. The fries were trash, the food was subpar, everything was overpriced.

    I'm hungry, still.

    At least I got to wear jeans, today. A tiny solace in a sea of crushing defeat at the hands of destiny.

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    Before I talk about the egg that has taken over my YT, I'd just like to point out that, indeed, there now is a character in Shadow Slave that wears casual clothes. It's not shorts and a t-shirt - it's a dress - but close enough, I'll say.

    Now, about the Canadian.

    I've been watching lots of his stuff. He's funny. A little... How do I put this... Mean? I guess? He does sometimes come off as unsavory, generally, I'd say. I really don't think I'd like to meet him IRL, and we definitely would not be friends if he's anything like he is online. That being said, it's fun to watch him crack some jokes over random shit. He's really good at riffing. I don't care for the gameplay, nor do I watch any gameplay for gameplay's sake.

    Regardless, I've been having some fun.

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    You know, yeah I realized that about 30 minutes after posting, but I just felt that keeping the comment up didn't make much of a difference.

    FTR, I have not watched the live-action remake because I think that live-action remakes of animation classics is cringe AF.

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    I really liked this movie. I've watched it at least twice, since I ended up wanting to revisit it as an adult after having watched it as a child.

    I think the cast of characters is really funny and interesting; I love how Hiccup developed as a character - gaining confidence as he became more comfortable around Toothless - and how the other characters recognized that he changed and accepted him.

    The soundtrack is also really good, especially that one song that plays when Hiccup flies for the first time - it's called Test Drive.

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    submitted 1 year ago by to c/gondaily@lemm.ee
     

    I think names are really cool.

    My name does have a meaning, but it's not something people are aware of. It's something even I'm barely aware of - I only know it because my parents were vaguely interested in choosing a good name when they had me and so picked something that was generally reasonable.

    Fiction always has cooler names. Well, not always, some places - cultures, languages - seem to have more of a focus on cool names.

    I wish my name was a little more "international," I guess, but that's about it. At the same time, international names are usually very boring and common. Which is why they're "international." Like John. Everyone knows a John; maybe it's Johann or Sean or João or something, and even if they don't personally know a John, then they certainly know of a John. My name, though? Hell no. Pretty much only Portuguese or Spanish speakers know it, maybe Italians too.

    Whatever.

    My lunch today was really good. Well, not really good because, I just realized, I forgot to add sauce. It was still very filling, especially considering I ate a little more than usual. There was enough left for yesterday for a bowl and a bit. I usually eat a bowl, but the remaining bit wouldn't be nearly enough for tomorrow so... I ate a bowl and a bit. Which is fine, of course. In retrospect, I guess I can kind of rationalize me forgetting the sauce by saying that I was actually replacing the calories of the sauce with the extra food? I don't know. It was very good, regardless. Now, however, I don't have a plan for what to eat tomorrow... I'll have to think about it.

    Reading Shadow Slave - the MC's name is Sunless, by the way, case in point - and the character's clothing is oft mentioned, mostly because they wear armor. Occasionally, they'll wear casual clothes, which is notable and therefore described. I think it would be funny to have a character that just wore really casual clothes, a t-shirt and shorts to battle. Why isn't there something like that?! I mean, there are plenty of "joke" characters (that are never really jokes) but not one playing on the concept of armor? Well, one of the main secondary characters does struggle to keep her armor intact, so I guess there's that.

    Writing this while listening to a Nightcore remix of Katy Perry's "Part of Me." Very good.

     

    Today, I watched The LEGO Batman Movie. It was lots of fun, 4/5.

    I can't give it more than 4/5 simply because the emotional depth and complexity of the plot was lacking. Mind you, it really isn't meant to be a thorough analysis on the human condition or anything - it's a fun family movie, and at that it does a fantastic job. It's hilarious all the way through, creative without restraint, and it was actually kind of interesting. I liked the way the plot developed and a couple of things actually caught me off-guard.

    It was genuinely endearing and a very entertaining watch, no doubt about that.

    Though, I must say that, by far, the most impressive aspect of the movie was the animation. The animation is just next-level gorgeous. It's a unique style, to be fair, so I suppose the expectations are a bit different than other, more traditional animations, but still. It was beautiful and dynamic, over-the-top without question, but maintaining a certain level of coherence that didn't make it feel like things were just flying around for no good reason. It was just very good and exciting!

    I feel like I'm a bit out of the target audience, but I was still able to appreciate this movie.

    There were several scenes in this thing where the pantslessness of the characters was pointed out, by the way. I find that to be very funny.

    I also downloaded the first and second LEGO movies to watch soon.

    On a completely unrelated note, I ate fried rice with mushrooms and tuna, today. It was super freaking delish! The rice was just regular rice, which was good, of course, but the mushrooms really put it over the top. My dad made some fried mushrooms some time ago, a few days ago, and I just kind of added them to the mix and they tasted really good. Admittedly, I'm probably the world's number 446 biggest mushroom fan, which isn't particularly high in the context of mushroom lovers, but it is notable in the context of the whole of humanity. It's an estimate I made up based on nothing, anyway. The tuna was also great; it wasn't canned tuna, it was like fried tuna steak. Super delish, ordinarily, but perhaps particularly so in the way in which I consumed it. I did add too much hot sauce, which caused a bit of an issue with my water consumption and general enjoyment of the meal.

    I made enough to store some for tomorrow, so I already know what I'm gonna be having for lunch, next time.

    Oh right, I also added a boiled egg. It was good, you know, it's a boiled egg. Hard-boiled, if you must know.

    I have a lot of sweets and other nice things to eat in the house, right now, on account of my parents having been here until yesterday... But I'm staying clear of them at least until I get to 67 kg. I weighed in back at 69.9 kg after two days of slight over-consumption with the fam, so it's OK. This weekend I'll be having sushi, as well, so that might slow me down a little, but I'm fine with it. Just, stick with the program, and that's OK!

     

    cross-posted from: https://lemm.ee/post/66445706

    Recently, I watched both Mulan (1998) and The Iron Giant (1999), and I feel like these movies show two extremes of animation, in a way. As such, I felt like talking about them, a little bit.

    First, I'll tell you where I stand on both, individually: I think Mulan is mediocre and The Iron Giant is a masterpiece.

    Maybe on the surface, both these movies might not appear to have that much in common, other than having come out at about the same time, but I think they're actually similar, in a way. They both center the idea of breaking out from a mold, of going beyond expectations and cracking open social norms, even overcoming great discrimination and severe resistance.

    In Mulan's case, we have a young lady living in a world where the expectations for a woman, or rather, what the world demands of a woman is to be pretty and bear children. War is a man's business, so much so that the simple thought that a woman might participate in the war is outrageous, and the act is akin to sin and very much illegal, worthy of the death-penalty, no less.

    As for The Iron Giant, we have a living weapon that chooses not to be one anymore. People aren't just wary, they're scared, and they react violently, being ready to obliterate it at a moment's notice. The army is mobilized, nuclear missiles are launched!

    Our two hero's - though, in The Iron Giant's case, the protagonist is actually Hogarth, not the giant himself - both struggle and succeed in proving to the world that they're more than what they're told they are. Yet, one comes off as bland and uninspired, while the other is a magnificent cornucopia of emotional depth and intense characters.

    Why is that?

    Well, many things.

    I'd like to highlight what I think is perhaps the most jarring difference between these two movies: the villain, or rather, the main antagonist.

    In Mulan's case, that is Shan Yu, the Hun. He's violent and ruthless, as well as immensely powerful and terrifying. There, you know everything there is to know about Shan Yu. Another antagonist is the counsel of the emperor, Chi-fu. He, at least, isn't strictly evil either - he does what he thinks is right for his people - but he's also just an asshole. He's a talking caricature. A joke. He wields power, and is therefore a danger to Mulan's objectives, considering he's strongly opposed to her being in the army and being a pompous prick.

    However, here's the thing with Chi-Fu: being a misogynist isn't special in this universe. Mulan's dad, while incredibly loving, also feels the same way about her being in the army. Sure, he loves her and doesn't want harm to come to her, but there's nothing in the movie that indicates he would've allowed her to go if her safety was guaranteed or something. It was simply, "not her place." Li Shang is the same! Even after Mulan saves his life, he doesn't change. Sure, a seedling of change may have been sown in his mind, but he disregards her warnings regardless.

    The Iron Giant, on the other hand, doesn't have a villain. There's an antagonist, sure, Kent Mansley, but he's not evil. He's not violent, ruthless, immensely powerful, or terrifying. As a matter of fact, he's good. The government, as a whole, is also an antagonist, but it acts more as a force wielded by Kent which even then resists his misguided actions when the truth reveals itself.

    The Iron Giant is set in 1957, during the cold war. People are scared - terrified, even - and Kent is no exception. We see what the kids learn in school through Hogarth, learning to hide under their desks to miraculously survive a nuclear strike... And then, an iron giant falls from the sky and starts eating cars! Kent definitely makes mistakes, and from our perspective - understanding the true nature of the giant - it seems that what he's doing is rather stupid and misguided. However, is it even? He wants to protect everyone! He just wants people to be safe, and he's a victim of the paranoia. He goes too far and lies, he exerts too much power, power he was not entitled to or ready to wield, and that led to terrible consequences, but he never aimed to harm. He wasn't a mindless, one-dimensional murderer. He was a civil servant trying to serve the public. His crime is fear and rashness.

    Now, don't get me wrong. Misogyny isn't logical, so it does make sense that the character's aren't necessarily logical in their approach to it. It's about social norms, things that are taken for granted and left unquestioned. It makes sense that Mulan's struggle isn't just with the system, but with the unbending minds of those shaped by said system. However, I would mention that Mushu doesn't seem to have much of an issue with it, though he is painted as a bit of a cook and an outsider... Still, the antagonistic forces, the barriers that she overcomes are just that: they're barriers. Mindless barriers. The Iron Giant's antagonists aren't that at all, they're people. They're beings that have goals and objectives that go beyond "conquer China because me conquer" and "women weak because women."

    There's a lot to both these movies, really, but that alone is enough to firmly place them on two very different tiers of animation.

    Really, I found myself enraptured by every character in The Iron Giant maybe a thousand times more than any character in Mulan. Even Earl Stutz, the crazy fisherman, is more interesting than Mulan's companions. He, at least, tries to do something, instead of being comedy relief. He must have, what, 3 minutes of screen time? Maybe.

    Overall, I feel like Mulan is populated by single-minded husks that sometimes say something funny and hit some notes, while The Iron Giant is a living and breathing world.

    Brad Bird, I'm single.

    But what do you think?


    Mulan: 3/5
    The Iron Giant: 5/5

    submitted 1 year ago by to c/gondaily@lemm.ee
     

    That's I'm talking about! This is what animation is supposed to be (among other things)!

    Beautiful art, great voice acting - especially Dean, he has lots of great scenes - a wide breadth of emotions explored with both really funny and deeply emotional moments... Nuanced characters and a meaningful main message. Truly, one of the great works of the 20th century. To think this masterpiece came out only 1 year after Mulan really puts into perspective what a truly great film can be. The animation still struggles at times, there's things that aren't quite right - it does show it's age - but holy crap guys, it's incredible in every facet.

    Everything it tries to do, it does, and it does it well. The Iron Giant is undoubtedly a classic, an undeniable icon of animation and it should continue to be a reference for all films to come, regardless of medium.

    Brad Bird is a fucking genius, of course; He also directed The Incredibles so I'm not particularly surprised that this was as good as it is, but still.

    The one moment in this 90 minute piece of art I didn't love was that one scene where the inspector goes inspecting and this grating song plays... It goes like: "Searching, Searching, Searching..." or something akin to that. I mean, it's kind of endearing, in a weird way, but it felt really out of place. The scene itself is fine, it's really just the song that I can't contend with.

    I loved the colours too. It wasn't an extremely colourful movie, as far as colourful movies go, but it seemed that they were trying to convey Hogarth's childlike wonder by having him surrounded by more colour when he was feeling happy and such. His mother too, especially at the diner. There was a lot of grey and black all over the place, but he was always much more vibrant than his surroundings.

    The character designs were also really awesome. I loves the old men background characters, I loved Kent too, a lot. He's so expressive, all the time, so put-together at times, but so manic as well. Christopher McDonald does a fantastic job on him.

    Speaking of Kent Mansley, he's the antagonist, but he's by no means a villain, which I also think really creates this amazing feeling throughout the whole movie - while you don't root for him and definitely resent his attitude, it's hard to judge him too harshly. He's scared, paranoid, - a sign of the times and the propaganda that his very employer is poisoning the minds of all citizens with - and easily dismissed by his superiors. He's just trying to do the right thing, he wants to protect everyone. He's wrong, but not bad.

    Another criticism I have is that the ending seemed a little... Too good. I have nothing against happy endings, but I do think that death is a powerful thing and it shouldn't be easily dismissed. The emotional weight of losing those dear to you shouldn't be hand-waved away. At the same time, Chekhov's gun, right? The camera came back to bite Hogarth, and the rebuilding came back to lick his wounds, I suppose.

    Overall, one of the best movies I've ever seen? Perchance.

    The giant didn't wear pants: 5/5

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    Peak romance!

    I absolutely loved this show. I've been looking for some nice romance in the past few weeks, and this really hit the spot. It's a classic really, there's a reason this gets recommended every single time anyone asks for romance recs.

    The way Lovely Complex explores insecurity is simply beautiful, the constant hesitation, the fear that you might not be enough, and the certainty that begins to come over you as you fail over and over again at achieving your goals. Your fears manifest, a confirmation that your own body, that which you were born with and cannot change, is wrong. But through all that, the persistence of the characters, the way they persevere through these tribulations, is truly inspiring.

    The setting is very adolescent, and this is a love comedy so even the most emotional moments are somewhat light-hearted. I think that's good, actually, it keeps the story flowing; the show is incredibly well-paced. I said adolescent, because it is set in high school and that's what the characters life revolve around, but the themes are very mature. I mentioned the insecurity, which the main theme of the show, but many episodes also touch on what it means to be in love, to be in a committed relationship, and what sacrifices one must make to maintain healthy relationships with those they care for.

    It's beautiful.

    The production quality is top notch, though very much outdated. It's Toei, the animation and music are both great, and the voice acting is fantastic too. Especially Nobu-chan, Higashi Saori might just be the GOAT. I'm not even joking, this was an all time performance by her.

    What do you think?


    Rating: 5/5

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    Beautiful and emotional!

    I really liked this show. I was sceptical at first... I think it's very easy for shows that surround something seemingly inconsequential (such as a high-school club) to severely overplay how much people actually care about these things. Hibike! Euphonium did this very well though, from the onset. I guess it's about managing expectations, and what the audience can expect from the characters by showing what the characters expect from each other. I really liked the set up.

    I love how distinct each character is too. They have unique personalities and interests, though a bit cliché (the big silent guy, the bubbly girl, the cold beauty). The main character though was just something else. I really, really liked her! I love how she treats the people around her, it felt very human, I think this was just excellent writing. She's cold sometimes and bursting with emotion in the next scene, but it never feels out of place. We really get to explore how she sees the world and what she values in relationships, as well as how much she's willing to sacrifice in her personal life to achieve her goals. I just love Kumiko.

    The animation was very good too. I guess that's to be expected from KyoAni. What I really appreciated, as someone who has played in a band for many years (trumpet), is that they didn't try to make the performances magical. A lot of sports and art anime (Haikyu!!, Blue Lock, Blue Period) depict their subject as sort of nigh-magical, with colours flying everywhere and cool names for special moves. Hibike! Euphonium leans more into realism, it doesn't try to make music seem magical, it just lets the music be magical, if that makes sense. I thought it was beautiful; in a way, it's the animation holding back, but it's just really well done.

    The music of course was just fantastic. Don't have much to say on this subject in particular, it's a music anime, it has great music. I will say that I loved how much silence there was. Especially before and after an emotional performance, they just let the notes hang, letting the emotion build. Beautiful, I say!

    The one criticism I have is that it's very short. It's only 13 episodes, and there's too many loose ends. I WANT MORE!!! Well, there is more of course but it's in the next season, which I haven't gotten to YET. This show is definitely worth a watch.

    What do you think?


    Rating: 4/5

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