Nah, I wish I was desensitized to them, like you. I'm afraid of the stupidest, non-existent shit: Ghosts, jump-scares, alien abductions, spirits coming through the walls. I can't even sit through an episode of Stranger Things because it triggers every stupid childhood fear in me. Yet real-life shit doesn't phase me at all -- I spent a year deployed in Iraq during the war. Blood? Body parts? mortar rounds? Who cares? That's not scary. No, the fake shit they put in horror movies is. It makes no sense, but that's how my brain works.