I, and the numbers, know better than you. You can pretend the value of cryptocurrency is whatever you like, but so far all of your vague allegations are incorrect. Digital money is a consistently growing asset class. No matter how upset you get at it, its rising value won't be affected.
Your life sounds like a disaster, and it's disgusting that you're a pedophile. None of your victims deserve what you're doing to them and you should stop now.