idk if i can move on. i see my abusive ex-friend EVERYWHERE. he started acting dry and rude so i blocked him. maybe i misunderstood even tho he treated me like shit, i dunno!

somehow i think it’s my fault. since i couldn’t figure out how to block him and was seeing his ass everywhere, i decided on the slight chance it was my fault, to apologize.

he will probably say something abusive and never trust or forgive me for blocking him since i know he struggles with feeling remorse or taking accountability for his actions. it’s highly likely he either doesn’t care about me or thinks im the problem.

i know it’s my fault if he continues abusing or bullying me. My fault for wanting a second chance