Integrity is worth more to me than friendship: I've no friends in this world, as a consequence.

Aquaintances, but no friends.

& that is excellent.

I'm working on enforcing enough growing-up in my unconscious-mind, that the unconscious/retarded soul which had "me"-personality .. NEVER does that ignorant-shit again.

It can get caught in some other kind of life if it wants, but I want it getting its face smashed-in hard-enough that it grows TF up enough to not come back here, in "human life".

Values.

No person I have ever heard-of has values like mine.

& that is wonderful: your-souls will keep being caught, together, in this-world's "crucible" until there's nobody left alive.

My soul ought fuck right off, unlimitedly, permanently.

Go find some other category-of-life to be getting caught in..

Why would anybody want to be close to/with me?

Incompetent, that..

Maybe some meanings might be useful, for a few..

But enforcing my soul's growing-up/leaving is THE priority: NO more reincarnation bullshit, forever .. is my lifegoal.

Buddha Gautama's declaration that the nature of OceanOfAllPhenomena/universes is suffering, is right, in my eyes.

Therefore outgrowing it is mandatory.

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