I'm so tired of coding for work, even though I always liked the thrill of just exploring where a project would take me. I've been neglecting my personal projects and, over time, stopped feeling bad about it. I have plenty of opportunities at work to learn about new things, it's okay if I do something unrelated in my free time.
LLMs gave me some relief with work and I'm now able to at least think about programming other things for fun, but haven't done any actual project yet.