Im trying linux, now im thinking of trying gamedev next. ive watched a ton of devlogs over the years, ive always wanted to make a game but im not sure i have what it takes?

Also is there a free engine i should study if someday i want to make a steam game or join some jam?

Just curious as to what other pirates do for a living or for income, as in like a job, or is piracy your job in some form? i know its a weird question but for some reason i want to know?

Ive been out of school for a year or 2 (i lost count) and i still have no idea what i want to do in life nor do i have any hobbys or things to do for fun. I have many dreams but i give up on those dreams after like a 2 weeks and then think of some other dream. I wish school prepared me for all this freetime but idk, i just feel lost right now....

Im just wondering how i can figure things out now? i could use advice of sorts?

Just wondering as i feel each platform has its pros and cons but toxic-ness seems to be everywhere? is there a way to avoid most of toxic online? or is that not possible?

Ive wondered many things for many times, but im pretty sure im straight but im also curious and have self drought. The reason being a ton of my family blood line is heavily Mormon religiously and that really gets in my head. Im 20 and i still live with parents because i was unplanned for adulthood causing me to feel childish, if this matter i have autism too.

So im unsure how to go about this, and if all of this is for me or not? idk i feel lost right now.

Just wondering as ive been told many os's online and then told to not use certain one aswell, i feel confused on what linux os to try someday. i come from windows 10 and i always find i need windows on atleast 1 device, and put linux on the "outdated" devices, but i keep hoping around, i cant seem to make up my mind.

Just wondering as computers are sorta my hobby and i like messing around with different ones. I havent in a while due to prices going up such as with ram usually. I dont mess with new tech, but i want to know what you guys do with the crazy prices out there? or are you already set before prices went up? Or are you just lucky in some form?

Just curious.

Just wondering as im not sure what sites are still around or what threads to read about that are still up to date? I would like to know your preferred sites for drm-free version of games or suggestions, that is a direct download and not a torrent. you may ask why, i dont want to buy a vpn and i feel direct downloads are simpler for me to grasp.

I know there used to be a specific site for gog games but its no longer around.

Ive wanted to try custom phone os's but im not sure where to start, my phones are not supported from the few ive gathered over time also most of them are "trash" as some may say. So im wondering what phone to get and where from, also what mobile os do your prefer over other ones?

does this vary on multiple factors?

Just wondering as internet "gurus" on platforms like youtube annoy me.

Also i want to someday earn money without having a job or where i am my own boss, but im young and have next too no money, and i have no talent. ive tried the "simple" ways to get a grasp of learning. Ive tried free methods like surveys, games, ebay selling, etc, but i find that those are a waste of time/effort for me atleast and im lucking to break even. I struggle to even learn new things, school pretty much failed to teach me the right way of life.

I feel lost at life right now.

Just wondering as im curious and im still learning.

Such as using a platform like fiverr for example, is it worth trying or should i stay away? I want to do basic tasks but i dont have a anything yet to showcase. So it may be a bad idea but at the same time i want/need money. I know i could get a job but im in a point in life where i feel i am unable to.

but who am to say...